(+) i'm alright
...*
I swear we talk all the time,
feel like an actor
I got no sense of time,
what am I after?
Tell me that you meant it,
wrong answer
Actin' like I’ll fix it,
you got it backwards
You know we talked last night,
what you did after
I got no sense of time,
lost in the laughter
Tell me that I'm worth it,
make it matter
I wish that I was perfect,
happy ever after
'Cause we talk all the time,
feel like an actor
I got no sense of time,
what am I after?
Tell me that you meant it,
wrong answer
Actin’ like I'll fix it,
you got it backwards
I know you called last night,
I didn't answer
I got no sense of time,
lost in the laughter
Tell me that I'm worth it,
make it matter
I wish that I was perfect,
happy ever after
Another sentence turned to anger,
what's the matter?
I served a knife upon a platter
then that sh*t shattered
You notice how I mind my business,
b**ch, you're a witness
All the work I put into this,
sh*t made me like this
Yeah, I see they try to judge me,
but I've been happy
I know they're everything I could be,
but I just wanna be free
It feels like maybe it’s not worth it,
I’m just a bother
I wanna live my life
happy ever after
'Cause we talk all the time,
feel like an actor
I got no sense of time,
what am I after?
Tell me that you meant it,
wrong answer
Actin’ like I'll fix it,
you got it backwards
I know you called last night,
I didn't answer
I got no sense of time,
lost in the laughter
Tell me that I'm worth it,
make it matter
I wish that I was perfect,
happy ever after
...*
My mind drifts away to a vacant place
I wanna talk, but it’s hard for me, I'm too afraid
I don't believe in myself,
I think that I'm a waste
You left me broken,
yeah, you left me in some disarray
I know you might think that I'm a f**k-up
I run my mouth, I can never seem to shut up
My feelings run away
and I can't seem to catch up
I'm tryna leave all this stress
and all this pressure
Tried to build a wall,
but it came crashing right down,
I'm Sittin' in my silence,
I will not make a sound, no
All these thoughts go inside of my head,
spin around, but
It's so hard to let my guard back up
when it's down
No more feeling in my chest,
I can feel my heart pulsin'
You know I'm in pain,
you don't really know I'm hurtin'
Dagger hole inside of my heart
as deep as the ocean
Puttin' on an act for so long,
I might close the curtain
'Cause we talk all the time,
feel like an actor
I got no sense of time,
what am I after?
Tell me that you meant it,
wrong answer
Actin' like I'll fix it,
you got it backwards
I know you called last night,
I didn't answer
I got no sense of time,
lost in the laughter
Tell me that I'm worth it,
make it matter
I wish that I was perfect,
happy ever after
...*