K-pop Lyrics

Yeah

I wake up every morning
with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this 
fuck I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me
that I'm going through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase
I just wanna feel okay yeah
I battle with depression
but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressing
or am I suppressing rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me
that I'm going through a phase
Yeah it's not a fuckin' phase
I just wanna feel okay
Okay yeah
I struggle with this bullshit every day
And it's probably
'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me disintegrates me
annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down
I'm searching for a way out
I'm a liar I'm a cheater I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular popular monster
I break down
Falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular popular monster

I think I'm going nowhere
like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is
just a wall that I replace
I'm in a race against myself
I try to keep a steady pace
How the fuck will I escape
if I never close my case?
Oh my God I keep on stressing
every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing
I won't take
But my therapist will tell me
that I'm going through a stage
Yeah it's not a fucking stage
I just wanna feel okay
Okay motherfucker now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things
'cause something is missing
And what if I were to lie?
Tell you everything is fine
Every single fucking day
I get closer to the grave
I am terrified I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me disintegrates me
annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down
I'm searching for a way out
I'm a liar I'm a cheater I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular popular monster
I break down
Falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular popular fucking monster

Yeah
Yeah here we go again motherfucker oh
We're sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a god that you don't believe
You're searching for the truth
in the lost and found
So the question I ask is yeah
where the fuck is your god now?

'Cause I'm about to break down
I'm searching for a way out
I'm a liar I'm a cheater I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular popular monster
I break down
Falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular popular monster

I'm a liar I'm a cheater I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular popular monster