(+) Social Stamina
I lost touch with all my friends
I'm in bed by ten PM I have no social stamina
I cancel on all my plans
I commit then I don't answer
I can't keep up with anyone
Now I'm a desert island I know
I push away until I'm alone
When did I become someone no one loves?
Now I'm a broken record it shows
All I ever say is no
When did I become someone I don't love?
Now I don't know I don't know who I am
How did I turn into a person who I can't stand?
How did I let it get this bad?
Now I can't go back now I'm all I have
And I don't know I don't know who I am
Trigger warnings in my mind
I'm so vulnerable at night
So I watch romantic comedies
But happy couples make me cry
I can't find someone in real life
Always feel like something's wrong with me
Now I'm a desert island I know
I push away until I'm alone
When did I become someone no one loves?
Now I don't know I don't know who I am
How did I turn into a person
Who I can't stand?
How did I let it get this bad?
Now I can't go back now I'm all I have
And I don't know I don't know who I am
And I don't know I don't know who I am
Now I don't know I don't know who I am
And I don't know I don't know who I am
Now I don't know I don't know who I am
And I don't know I don't know who I am